I arrived home from work with just enough daylight and just enough Spring to mow the lawn. Braeden and I reveled in the straight lines and greening blades. "It's the awakening," he said. — I sat in the temple and smiled at the sight of Emma and Braeden sitting side by side, quiet and content. Outside the temple, we stared up at the stained glass, the angel, the glowing walls. I asked Emma how she felt. "Light and airy," she replied. — Driving home from the airport, I listened to my mother describe her trip to Disneyland with Megan, Talia and Jackson. "If your dad were still alive..." she began to say. For the first time, I smiled and laughed instead of fighting back tears. — Awake. Light. Laugh. Alive. Again. — Everyone is asleep. I sit down to write. I don't cry. I don't turn away. It's a change. I can write again, at last. But it's not the same as Before. Everything seems different now that I live
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